||[Feb. 2nd, 2005|07:35 pm]
Today has been the worst day of my life so far.
This morning I woke up and cleaned gum off my backpack that someone put there yesterday. I went to school and no one talked to me this morning. I was walking to first period and this girl I kind of like talked to me. We have first period together and there I found out that she was dating some dude already. This is like the sixth time or so something like this has happened this year. At BIP Bubba talked to me, that was about it. A girl I hate stalked me at BIP and lunch. I hate you. Walking to third period I saw a girl I used to love with her boyfriend. I ignored it until she talked to me. It sucks when you have to talk to people that don't care about you. Woodshop wasn't bad, the lecture took a long time. At lunch, someone I considered my good friend says to me "I didn't know your birthday was this month." This was the only thing I think anyone said to me at lunch. I cried. Twice. I removed my face from the people I hang out with at school and noticed I wasn't missed. I went to fifth period and I sat in the corner of my class. I wrote the worst essay I had ever seen. I wrote a full page, but only 2 sentences were on the topic. I went to the bathroom and I got piss all over my leg. I went home after school and things started looking up. I smoked, I got out of a counseling session, and went skating. I came home an hour late, and my family hates me.